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February 2011
I saw you in my dreams yesterday, not once but twice. The first was during my three hour nap. The second was when I went to bed last night.
It was the second one that haunted me the most. For whatever reason, I was in an old hotel, staying in a room that was supposedly haunted. I left the room, and came back, only to see the light on the telephone blinking. There was a message on the answering machine… from you.
The message began in a hushed whisper. I knew instantly it was your voice. It was as if you knew all the stress I am under and all the pain and frustrations I feel in my soul. You knew it all and in the message you, in your whispered voice, articulated your support and advice. There was a pause. From then, you were no longer whispering. You cried out, and I could feel your pain, your suffering, your anguish, and that was the end of the message. I then found myself confused. Here I am thinking you are at peace where you are, no longer in pain, no longer suffering, yet in your message I heard pain in your voice. Are you ok? Have you not found the serenity I thought you had?
And then I woke up with a heavy feeling in my heart. The dream has been haunting me all day. There is not a day that goes by when I don’t think of you. Before I compete each event, I take off my livestrong bracelet, hold it to my heart, ask you for the strength, courage, and poise to perform my routine to the best of my ability, and then I hand it to the closest teammate before I salute to the judge. I immediately put it back on again once I am done with my routine. That is the only time I ever take off my livestrong bracelet; the bracelet filled with the memory of you.
you've got some sturdy legs on you, girl!
not sure whether this is a compliment, but thanks?
January 2011
“So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.”
—The Great Gatsby, F. Scott Fitzgerald (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
30055.) I don't want to grow up.
If I could tell the world just one thing it would be that we're all ok, and not to worry, cause worry is wasteful and useless in times like these.
I won’t be made useless
I won’t be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they’re not yours, they are my own
But they’re not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
Oh my god, I just scheduled a gyno exam for tomorrow morning and I’ve never had one before, someone please help me, I do not want a stranger looking up my vagina. But, it’s the only way I get to keep getting free birth control.
I am so scared someone please help me D:
